| ... and my license also expires. 10 years ago, i thought i would have a career. not a job, a career. one where i would gladly wake up at odd hours and stay for however long i need to just in order to get the job done. but, as my fate would have it, i have no job, no career. i am up at odd hours and up for most of the night but thats just boredom. 10 years ago, i thought i would find mr. right and be his mrs. right. i think i might have found mr. right but getting married isn't really on the to do list. 25 is a lot younger than what it looked like ten years ago. i have my whole life ahead of me. commitment doesn't sound scary, but is it really necessary? im not at all too thrilled about today. later tonight, i'm cooking up a birthday dinner consisting of gourmet burgers and a light salad. just a couple of my friends to help me drink away the miserable thought of not being where you want to be in life. |
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| for my last comprehensive exam i was number 2. that's right number 2. Second highest grade among 123 students. for this comprehensive exam i was expecting to be at the top like last time. but unfortunately, i met disappointment at my door step. i don't even know if i've passed lets just leave it at that. i feel like im really falling behind compared to all my classmates. graduating next week! woot woot!!!!! |
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| things are getting better for me. i'm still in my 'mood'. i just wanna lay down and close my eyes. i wish everything can disappear. when i say everything i really do mean everything. i'm tired too too tired to care. nothing makes me happy. |
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| i browse the news, blogs, and youtube on a daily basis. on a daily basis i read people complaining about something. something they're not happy with. something they have but don't like, like living in a certain city.
i just wanna say observe something before making your final judgements. understand what's been given to. it's all for a reason. why can't people be content with what they have? its really not all that bad when all you have are lemons. |
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| gas is expensive.
when using someone else's car, refill the gas tank to it's original fullness.
especially if that person is a college student trying to budget the last of her $100/month allowance for gas so she can drive back home from her grandmother's house to see her sister who just got back from the states, attend a friend's son's 1st birthday party which includes a reunion of all my first year college friends, and drive back to her grandmother's house and then drive back home for the end of her semester break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am completely enthralled in fury right now. |
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